Dead Letters


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Tuesday, December 08, 2009
People. are. weird.

Sometimes I wonder if its good to be strong-headed and not worry about what others say or take inputs from others and improve yourself, and let others help you improve your thoughts and ideas and the way you live.

Its hard to decide.

Sometimes, other people's opinions really affect your thinking, no matter how strongly you believe in your own opinions. I wonder if people stay the way they are at a point, or they really change their thinking later on in life. Do people really change?

I wish I lived in a world where there were only dogs and cats who don't worry about anything other than food and shelter.

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Hug

Wednesday, November 25, 2009
There are those few times when you miss something, and there is nothing that can replace it. When was the last time you hugged someone, and you really felt like everything in the world will go right..someone telling you things in a way that you feel is the perfect solution, and when you close your eyes, you see the pretty stars..

There are very few people who can give you such hugs and such talks...for most of us its our Mum, Dad, Nanisa aka Grandma..pa or dog... :-| ...

but when you're away from all of them...where will you find such a hug?

Just randomly missing home at 3 in the morning.

Hugs and Kisses :)

-Vega

Coffee Shop

Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Its the best thing if you go to a coffee shop is when you order an amazingly delicious dessert, and also get to use internet :-)

Not many coffee shops in India have free internet hotspots. I feel so lucky to have found this one near my place of stay. Although I have wifi in hostel, but there is something different about sitting in a coffee shop and using your laptop. I feel so cool !

I don't know how much these places end up paying for the free internet they provide the people..but it is a good marketing strategy. Opening a coffee shop with internet where internet addicts stay. Nice.

I'm eating Chocolate brownie with ice cream and nuts and chocolate sauce and some more things.

Exams arriving soon. Lots of work. Sleep is also knocking often these days. And frequency of staring at facebook homepage is increasing. Hmmm...Year is ending. Nostalgic. hmmm...I don't know whether to be excited, happy, scared, sad or neutral or...calm..?


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What happened to Vegas

Saturday, November 14, 2009
Now, I don't know why I titled this post as that, but just felt like. Its just a state of well being that I am in right now. After ages, being a little complacent, self-satisfied or whatever, feels good.

But then, human beings are complex.

They always want something more. It just never gets over.

Anyway, finding solutions, well not perfect solutions but still finding things that you've been looking for is nice. It feels like I am "hanging" at the edge of the cliff and enjoying the breeze :-) .


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Instinct

Monday, October 19, 2009
I think that thinking leads to all the problems in life. Imagine that you had never thought of filling that entrance exam form? Where would you be now?

Imagine that you had never thought of doing your best in 12th standard

Imagine that you had never thought of getting 90% in your 10th standard in boards..

Imagine that your parents had never thought of sending you to a school..

Where would you be right now?

Did you ever follow your instinct? Do things ever happen to you without thinking about it? Never.

And it will never happen. You have to keep thinking about things that you want should happen, they may or may not happen in the end, but still keep thinking. So, what I conclude is, that thinking is an effort we put in for whatever happens in the future. What happens doesn't necessarily depend on what you've been thinking in the past. Thinking is only the effort for a particular consequence. Its similar to just issuing the books from the libary but not studying it.

I don't know what I'm trying to say here. But no matter what, you can never stop thinking, but you can stop thinking shit. :) .

Thinking again

Sunday, October 04, 2009
September is over! All these people who've been singing the song, wake me up when September ends have woken up!

I don't know why I wrote that. I'm just going to write whatever is coming to my head right now, without thinking of where it is going. So you'll know that I think and I am human and not a computer re-generated code.

It is the best feeling when exams get over, well almost over. And there is a weird pin stuck in my chappal! And I have an internal exam tomorrow and I haven't started studying yet. Sometimes, i wonder if everyone thinks on the same track. Do everyone think about studying all the time? Do everyone think of becoming famous one day? Do everyone want to travel the whole world?

Anyway, I am wondering now whether it should have been "does everyone or do everyone" .

So the point is, does everyone think alike? I imagine sitting in a cool office, with amazing white walls with the most beautiful texture, and an L shaped desk in front of me with slick drawers and with a huge Mac screen in front of me and a huge LCD screen on my left side and a huge glass wall behind me from which I can see the entire city and sit on the most comfortable maroon rotating chair....do other people also imagine things in such detail? Or I am going mad?

I imagine travelling the world ! For me think=imagine. I imagine taking a flight to Italy and moving in the lanes and eating the food on the tables that are lined up on the sides of the roads. And drinking their amazing coffee. And jumping in the sea from a cliff, searching for urchins at the bottom........................and eating the exotic food on a boat which has other travellers. Meet random people, old, young not so young.. from listening to that old man's story of his life to talking to the flirty italian boy...

My imaginations just never end...does everyone imagine things in detail? does everyone keep thinking all the time?

I wonder...

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Update

Sunday, August 30, 2009
September starts soon. Every once in a while we delete old files from our computer and download and update software, upgrade the whole system sometimes, change the mouse, clean and dust the whole system.

Similar things need to be done with your own self also. Like you need to review how you were in the last few months, and see if there are any upgradations needed. In most cases you do.

One thing I realized, you can never change, only improve.

I need to upgrade myself before September starts, and I have only a day and half left now.

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